Esu’s Autobiography and My Role in His Activities, Part 1

Esu, will you tell more about yourself? We have had connections for a long time, I am told by you and others, and I am curious to know more. Where was your family from and how did you come to be connected with Earth? How have you come to be in your present position? How will you manifest on Earth? What part will Lady Nada play in this, and is that the preferred way she wants to be referred to? I ask you to speak about yourself this evening, and give us more insight.

Yes, Jess (laughing). You want my life story, do you? That will take longer than you have to write on your computer. Let’s hit the high points then. It will be good for others to see what I think is important for them to know at this point.

My incarnation in this galaxy started in Lyra, as I have told you before. Our history together goes back much further, though. We both were part of the Central Race, so called, that formed the types of physical embodiments that would be seeded on various life-bearing planets as they became ready to support existence. You have been told your role was as a connector. My role was to bring awareness. This is difficult to explain further, but we were parts of streams of energy that carried the understanding of those tasks in relation to the Creator Source. These understandings shaped our purposes and the embodiments we chose to work through. We both were involved helping Christ Michael Aton formulate and structure the Universe of Nebadon. His concept of choice and co-creation needed the elements of connecting and awareness of the choices made.

I chose to explore this physically as part of a family that inhabited a planet in the Lyra system. This was the Kumara family that you have heard of. Sanat Kumara is my father, if that is an appropriate term to use for that situation. There was not the same definition of “father” as you have on Earth. I was a continuation of his energy stream that allowed him to explore other aspects through another physical embodiment. This has elements of what happens on Earth, but there is not the physical coupling you expect to see when you hear the word “father.”

The Lyra system was being attacked by forces arguing against the concept of connection with Christ Michael. His wish to explore all aspects of choice and logical connection led to the rise of a part of his creation choosing to say he did not create them. They were free to choose the path they wished, and their decision led ultimately to galactic wars between what has come to be called the light and the dark. Those rejecting a connection with Christ Michael turned their back on the light of his continued guidance and insight and convinced themselves they were able to create anything they needed without his assistance or approval. Believing they were totally separate, they began to take over other worlds to persuade groups of inhabitants to follow their way of thinking.

This reached a climax in Lyra as part of that solar system was blown up. The survivors were forced to re-establish their existence on other planets. Some went to the Sirian system, others went to the Pleiades. There were waves of refugees and immigrants.

Let’s pause tonight.

Let me explain more clearly what was going on with the star systems. The Lyra system I speak of was organized primarily around the star you call Vega. The other stars making up what you call the constellation Lyra were of lesser significance in coordinating the flows of energy we worked with. The name Sanat Kumara was attached to the leader of this family grouping after the fact. This is primarily a name given by various writers and commentators on Earth. As is the case with most spiritual guides that work with you here, he connects with a name that designates him for practicality sake. This terminology focuses the energy he is providing in a way that has impact with the inhabitants in this particular dimension who expect his name to be Sanat Kumara. Energy is fluid and moves the way it is channeled.

The wars caused one of the inhabited planets to be destroyed. This abrupt removal caused a serious imbalance in the system that was coordinating the energy interaction within the Vega system. The other planets became increasingly unsuited to the type of existence we had developed. Some felt the environment in the system around Sirius was more suited to their energy manifestation; others felt the template developing within the Pleiades star system was more suited to their purpose. The waves of refugees caused a transformation in both evolving civilizations. Each system adapted elements of what those fleeing Lyra brought with them.

It is difficult to detach yourself from your Earth conceptions, but the settlers, to use that term, were more accurately thought of as higher dimensional beings that were using a physical shell to be able to experience a different paradigm of energy interactions. They were separate but connected. The purity of their energy makeup was inevitably fused with the different manifestations on the two new systems. This merging had different results with different groups. The Sirians became more structured and focused on regimented systems. The Pleiadians absorbed the influence more passively and used it more internally for self-evolvement.