Divinity Explains what Love Is

[For two or three years I addressed “Divinity” in my meditations without making a distinction between the guides that eventually began to identify themselves individually in various messages. In situations that are not identified as coming from Siraya or Esu Sananda, it seems most likely the speaker is Christ Michael Aton, although Azreal recently has said that he was the conduit for the others’ comments to me until about 2005. He said I didn’t yet have the ability to connect directly without his help.]

 

I’m sorry I was hesitant.

 

You have no reason to be sorry. That is self-judgment. You come to me when you feel a need.

 

I’m not just making this up.

 

No. You need more verification? I have been watching you all day. …

 

I still have a weight on my heart.

 

That is more complicated and simple. You need to release your hold on your emotions. You have to let them go. You have to be able to cry. You have to be able to love. You have to reach out to people. You have to stop being aloof. Being aloof is a defense that you don’t like. You feel lonely and cut off from people. You want them to recognize/see you –the real you. You hate that people don’t like you, as you assume. They like you; you just don’t let them like you. You are afraid of them, afraid of their liking you. Let alone loving you. You aren’t even able to accept like.

 

What do I need to do?

 

What do you think you need to do? That is a trick question. You don’t need to think. What do you really feel?

 

I feel alone and wanting someone to call me. But when someone does I close off.

 

Yes, you do. Why?

 

I’m afraid to let myself get involved.

 

And why is that?

 

Was I rejected when I reached out in the past?

 

Yes. The sins of the parents are often carried over to their children. You heard that this evening, didn’t you. You don’t listen to children yourself. …

 

Did I start feeling worthless because I was rejected?

 

Interesting comment. You perceived yourself as rejected because they didn’t understand what you were asking them to understand. They didn’t follow your ideas even as a child. You weren’t doing what they expected you to do and they didn’t know how to relate to you. So they became aloof. Interesting pattern, no?

 

I have to realize that what I did was not wrong, don’t I?

 

Yes and no. Yes because you need to release it, and no because it is just a judgment you are making…

 

What else do you want to tell me?

 

I want to tell you about love. What is love? Love is an attraction between two people. It doesn’t matter who they are. It doesn’t matter what they are. You will know if you are attracted to someone. Allow the attraction to be there; don’t say it doesn’t exist. Don’t ignore it. Don’t try to hide it. Be open to whoever it is. Don’t judge. Don’t presuppose. Don’t second-guess. Don’t create a scenario that won’t allow it to be. Don’t be afraid of it. Don’t be petrified and refuse to move or say anything. Don’t assume you know whom you will be attracted to. Be open to meeting someone. Don’t hold yourself back. Just be wise and prudent. It’s important that you come to me and ask if it’s all right. I will tell you.

 

Will you tell me more specifics about when and the person?

 

No.

 

Will there be an upheaval?

 

Love is an upheaval. Be open to whenever and whoever. They will approach you, as you wish. Just be open and receptive and it will be good.

 

That’s all.