Archive for 2003

Divinity Tells me My Name will be Azreal

Monday, September 15th, 2003

Divinity, you said we would talk some more. I fell like I was running off the track last night, but in a nice way. Do you have things to tell me now?

 

Jess, of course I have things to tell you. I don’t prioritize, but am available to all, all the time. I am always there. You are always in connection if you ask.

 

You are tired still. You too need to rest. Let everything settle and come to light. It is all there now.

 

I sensed I was getting “assignments” again last night at dinner. Compositions.

 

Ha! The composers were out. There are many things you will write. They were just reminding you of things to begin with…

 

You heard correctly –“battle royal..”

 

Why did that go on for so many eons?

 

There is—or was—a battle for light.  I let it go on to build up an enormous reservoir of need to be cleaned. The only way the Earth could break this strangle hold was to reject it overwhelmingly.  The insidiousness of it was that people didn’t realize they were in its grip. The extent and the time were set because it had to be. And the solution was when it was because it was and had to be.  It is like in a play. The act was over. It is time for the next act to begin. It has different actors/characters, different lighting, different action and plot—to continue this metaphor. This sounds detached. It is not. It happens on one level, but there are many other levels. The feelings and the emotions are part of one level. They are not part of another. You are participating because you wanted to. You can’t be destroyed except on a level where you choose to be.  And that is only on one level. It is not the big picture. (I like these images.)

 

You sense you are being destroyed. I am you and you are not being destroyed. You are experiencing destruction as a tool or a lesson. You learn and remember. And then forget and learn again. Someday you remember and don’t forget and decide you don’t want to repeat this cycle again. You stay with Me—but you and everyone remembers what you have experienced and learned. What is there to do but be energy and move and not move? That is creation. That is manifesting. Everything that is not you is a manifestation of you. There is no you. You are a manifestation of you. Think on these things. There is no you—there is only Me.

And I am joy and love. What more could you want?..

More?

Only this: when you are rested, you will begin. It is time. Your name will be Azreal. This means “light has come.”